Much needed rant.

I hate ranting but I feel like I need to get this out there. Lately life has been not the best and what seems like not worth living at the moment but I'm know it will hopefully get better. There has been lots going on. 

First of all there is a girl who USE to be my best friend but she caused so much pain and harm to me from physical to emotional that I ended the friendship. That was 4 months ago. She has continued to cause me pain. It has gotten to the point where I don't feel safe around here. Recently she has decided that it is okay to be my friend without giving me an apology for what she has done and after all the chances I have given her. She has no right to try to do what she is doing after all the pain she has caused to me and continues to case toward me. It has gotten to the point where I don't feel safe when I'm around certain area's that I have to be at during that time cause of her. I have no idea what to do anymore. It's getting to the point where I'm half considering dropping out of school or trying to transfer to another school. 

There is also in one of my classes where I had to miss a day because of family stuff and because of that I get punished by the teacher by be placed into different groups and finally they just all decide to kick me out and leave me in the dust. Starting by planning meeting to work on the project when they KNOW I can't go due to other classes. After trying to talk to the teacher and being ignored, being treated by majority of the class, and other crap. I'm to the point where I'm done with it all and don't care about passing the class anymore or even going. 

Then also I feel as if EVERYONE but maybe 1-3 people are ignoring me and don't care about me. I'm not sure if this is true or if it's just because I'm going through a rough time at the moment but if there is something that I have done to any of you out there and you are ignoring me PLEASE talk to me about it so it can be worked out! I can't fix mistakes I have done if I don't know why you are ignoring me. If your doing it because you don't think I care about you then you are wrong. I'd do anything for each and everyone of my friends. If I could I would take all of you out to eat or on a vacation. Please don't ignore me. I love each of you. 

If you read all of this then kudo's to you. It's just a much needed rant that I have been needed to tell someone but it seems like no one is there to listen so I blogged about it. Please if you know the names of ANYONE I'm talking about DO NOT mention them to anyone! If you want to talk to me then that's up to you. For now I'm done talking to anyone unless they talk to me intill things get better. I have no idea of how long this will be for but it's a choice I have decided to make. Sorry if this upsets any of you but it's something I need to do.